Every time I want to leave the house I have no clue where my keys are. I blame my boyfriend for putting them somewhere without telling me but off course we both know that I am the one who lost them. Usually they are in my jacket, but off course the jacket is never on … Continue reading We Need More Flaws, Diagnosis and Superpowers!
Who am I? This question is one of the hardest for me to answer. I am not good at talking about myself, I have no clue how to describe the way or person I am. I might be introvert but mostly behave extrovert. I might seem very organized in what I do but inside the … Continue reading Who am I? How ADHD Affects Personality
Loving the ADHD devil - DAY 14 Today I'm meeting my psychologist again, and since I'm almost halfway on my writing journey towards love, I figured it would be a good time to reflect on my progress so far. I notice that I'm feeling some anxiety towards my approaching appointment, I notice how I feel … Continue reading Personal Winding Paths
Loving the ADHD devil - DAY 13 I started writing because I wanted to talk about the truth, the real experience of a life with an ADHD devil inside your brain. The reason to start this blog was the lack of information regarding my own struggles, a lot of what the internet has to offer … Continue reading The Secret Damage of ADHD
Loving the ADHD devil - DAY 11 I have explained how I feel trapped on a wire high in the sky, strung between the old and the new me. I've taken some successful steps on this wire, but coming close to loosing my balance a few times has created an anxiety that withholds me from … Continue reading From Wire to Maze
Loving the ADHD devil - DAY 7 The moment I started my writing journey was a dark one. I didn't take my medication for over two weeks, I didn't eat for a week and the night I started writing I was sitting in the dark, on a couch covered in rabbit pee still wearing my … Continue reading Remove your thought-soldiers
Loving the ADHD devil - DAY 6 I am starting the feel a happiness I have never felt before, a joy related to recognizing the true me. It is like I'm finally able to discover, and be, the person that has been hiding inside me all my life but was never able to surface. I … Continue reading Adore your (ADH)Difference
Loving the ADHD devil - DAY 5 I know that I'll not be able to return to the life I used to have, not anytime soon and maybe never. Corona changed our world and no matter how much I progress in my mental health, I will not reach my old normal life. Until now, I … Continue reading Reshaping my new future
Loving the ADHD devil - DAY 3 I struggle a lot with my feelings. I mostly prefer to hide all of them, pretend I don't have emotions and on the rare occasion my feelings are able to surface, I show just anger to myself and the world around me. For over a decade I choose … Continue reading Self-Conversation
Loving the ADHD devil - DAY 2 I am worthless. I just pretend to have a mental problem so I can finally be my true self, the lazy, crazy and pathetic person I am today. There is nothing wrong with me besides my own inability to live a normal life, my extreme weakness and worthlessness. … Continue reading Feelings Dictionary
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