30 DAYS OF FEELING - DAY 13 Today was once magical but now seem more painful than any other day of the year. It is king's day in the Netherlands, and when I woke up I saw a street filled with flags and balloons, the country is ready to celebrate but I am prepared to … Continue reading It was his day long before it was the king’s
Tag: Sadness
Crying is just a pathetic way to get attention and fear is only caused by the monster that is me
30 DAYS OF FEELING - DAY 6 There is one more thing I need to investigate before I will be able to start figuring out a way to change myself. Until now I have learned about how I deal with my emotions in relation to other people, how not only my mother but our society … Continue reading Crying is just a pathetic way to get attention and fear is only caused by the monster that is me
Tears are only allowed on a pillow
30 DAYS OF FEELING - DAY 5 On the rare occasion that I am overwhelmed by sadness, or I guess when sadness takes me by surprise, I run towards my bed, hide underneath my blanket and watch whatever movie pops-up on my phone first. Every time. But why? It seems that I have taught myself … Continue reading Tears are only allowed on a pillow