I never want to loose any part of me

I started dreaming again, very clear dreams that seem to be extremely real. I believe this means I'm getting closer to myself, closer to the person I once was. I wrote about my dreaming super-powers before, about how loosing my ability to enter the hidden world of my imagination and missing out on the amazing …

Little Joy – The start

Today, I can not stop thinking about the day this writing journey started for me, the day I started the expedition through my own mind by writing down the first words that described what was going on inside there. My first post, Little Joy was where it all started for me. Originally a text I …

Why ADHD is like a devil

I have always had a very wild imagination. Often I find myself lost is a daydream without knowing how much time I have spend in this pleasant universe that's hidden inside my mind. Whenever I read or hear something, I am imagining it in my brain, and when different words and sounds are combined, I …

Fighting the ADHD devil – DAY 30

When I started this expedition through my brain, I believed I had just temporarily lost control over my ADHD devil. I figured that two weeks without my medication had allowed him to grow and take over the wheel. I honestly believed that a couple of days of writing and a week of disciplined pill swallowing …

Different characters and accepting ADHD

I have been writing about how special my grandpa is to me, how close we were, how he was the only person in my family I could feel safe with, worthy of live, love and joy. He was the only person I could open up to, the only person I did not have to hide …

ADHD and grieve – how not to do it.

Death has always scared me, it has always make me feel really awkward. I had never been able to look at a dead body in a coffin. I never knew what to say to or how to behave around people that had lost someone, so I just avoided them. And I had never allowed myself …

Fighting the ADHD devil – DAY 23

It seems impossible that today is my 23th day of writing. To be honest, I expected myself to not even make it to this day, I figured that after a couple of days, or in the best case, 1 week, I would have been finished with it. I expected myself to run out of things …

Best thing to own when you have an ADHD brain – Notebooks!!

It is a good thing I decided to study architecture because without it I might not have been able to see the importance of owning a notebook. I remember my first class, in my first year on my first Monday morning. This class just had one message, own a notebook, always carry it with you …

Everyday ADHD household hacks #2 – The ones that really don’t make things better but I can not stop doing

Over the past few years I learned a lot about myself, about the effect of my ADHD and how to make little things a little easier when it comes to everyday tasks. I discovered some useful methods when it comes to my housewife qualities but unfortunately I also developed some habits that seem to make …

Fighting the ADHD devil – DAY 19 – The impact of dreams

I have always been a dreamer. The thoughts that run through my head every day often interest me and I can completely shut out everything around me an go on an expedition in my own mind. During the night the thoughts don't stop and often I find myself a hero in the most amazing and …