I am the devil

Loving the ADHD devil - DAY 1 In the next 30 days, I will go on a journey through my own mind. A journey that will focus on self-love and self-compassion. A journey that should increase the kindness I treat myself with. A journey on which I will learn to change my old habits of …

Shape your bike

When my weeks are too busy to handle, when there are too many things I have to think about and too my schedule is too full, I get on my bicycle and start cycling. A couple of years ago, I discovered the healing powers of cycling for me, the peace I feel when I get …

Speaking with a fountain pen

I have always been a terrible talker, I can just never stick to one topic, especially when the conversations I'm in are about feelings. I was never able to express myself, but more importantly, I did not listen to myself until I started writing and finally started to connect to my true self and I finally became honest to me and the people around me.

Fighting the ADHD devil – DAY 14

I keep wondering how it is possible that I treat myself so different than I treat the people around me. How is it possible that I accept everything from my friends, colleagues and family but not from myself? Why I use standards that are so much higher when it come to me, why do I …

Fighting the ADHD devil – DAY 13

The unlucky number, for an unlucky day. I had been looking forward to this day for a week, today I would see a doctor and talk about what is happening to me, how extremely exhausted and emotional my life is now, how I can't do the things I want to do and don't recognize the …