There will never be a place for me on my boyfriend’s couch

DAYS OF FEELING - DAY 17 As a hypersensitive person I always considered myself to be good with other people. It is true that there are not many real friends around, due to the walls I have been hiding behind for years, but when it comes to making contact and getting to know a stranger … Continue reading There will never be a place for me on my boyfriend’s couch

Crying is just a pathetic way to get attention and fear is only caused by the monster that is me

30 DAYS OF FEELING - DAY 6 There is one more thing I need to investigate before I will be able to start figuring out a way to change myself. Until now I have learned about how I deal with my emotions in relation to other people, how not only my mother but our society … Continue reading Crying is just a pathetic way to get attention and fear is only caused by the monster that is me

Headphones love – How music can ease ADHD symptoms

Since the invention of wearable music devices, there has not been a single occasion of me leaving my room or later my house, without any headphones to cover my ears. I have owned over 100 headphones, connected to whatever device was available at that time. I went from walkman to discman, to multiple mp3 players … Continue reading Headphones love – How music can ease ADHD symptoms

Sadness Dysregulation

I have always had a problem with my emotions, mostly with my sadness. Due to my ADHD and the impact it had on my life, I don't allow myself to feel sad, and I try to cover it up. Yesterday I completely fucked up and the sadness-replacing-anger took over destroying everything.